surging, crashing, bloody waves of crimson red
drowning in this misery
drowning in thoughts, drowning in air
drowning in gifts given to me
no one can please this breaking heart of mine
as each new tide tears me apart with time
glued together with momentary lies
A seagull screams a similar cry
Watching peeks of happiness slowly die
you’re out of reach
A lesson too hard to teach
the sun doesn't shine over this black cover
can’t wake up because I’m drifting under
another day another lover
at the sight of myself I shudder
as they fly by, butterflies flutter
like dangling water in front of the dehydrated
stars at night bright and glitter
dreams long passed that fade away
Dreams becoming so I-rated *
all the things that I hated
ended up showing myself tainted
worse than before
I'll take more
with blood I am painted
cause I’m addicted
to the waves of glass and razors pounding
these voices in my head hounding
new screams sounding
I can never be good enough
why is life so tough
my skin now rigged and ruff
now comes a larger wave
what on earth is it I crave?
answers come to late, too delayed
but hey look at the progress we made!,
Yea, a whole inch
stained with liquid life
and bloody knives
With a silent screaming glance
I look back to see what I left
Crying nights, painful, lonely romances
and I watch my life fade away
Engulfed beneath the crashing waves
Drowning in a sea of bloody glass

"Payton and I wrote this poem together. I hope you like it. He is on here to
- havoc643 - if you can find him. He is really good."
 
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