So here I sit
As usual
Feeling irritated
Annoyed at all
For no reason
Other than to
Make myself miserable
The way I should
To feel the feelings
I believe I deserve
To feel now and always
I hate myself
My whole world
Is black and thick
I have created this world
Long ago, now
I can't seem to get out
It has consumed
Everything I have become
The one thing I feared most
My own prisoner
I used to be able
To look at the
So-called person locked within
I could hate and hurt them
Inflict pain upon them
But now
I am
The one looking out
At you

Casandra O'Brien

 
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