I’m falling into a dark hole
But I’m staring into a darker one
Straight ahead is the tip
Of my fully loaded gun

Fully loaded, but my head is empty
I’m way past insane
And the only way to end this
Is with a bullet to the brain

I don’t seem to be good enough for the world
Perhaps I’m a disgrace
And it’s not like they didn’t have the guts
To tell that to my face

Someone’s probably watching across my house
A shadow of the gun in the midnight shine
Then a bang is heard and all you see
Is the blood on my window blinds

Because you all think that I believe death is the answer
It’s not an answer, but another road
And Death itself could not talk me out of it
My soul is already sold

But I’ve waited far too long for this
With every second my mistakes grow bigger
And I think that it is finally time
For me to pull this trigger

 
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