Loving you always and forever will
But can it keep me from this pill?

Being oh so very kind
It makes me think for once in my mind
I'm really not being left behind

Being forgotten by you
And feeling like a fool
Was I your friend or just your tool?

Did you ever need me did you really care
‘cuz now I feel that your never there

The rest of the world has gone and forgotten me
Do you also think of me nonchalantly?

I finally give up!
I cant stand it anymore!
I feel like life is just a war

So tonight I take these pills, being so kind to me
In just a few short minutes I shall be free!
Free from this pain and misery
That my life has come to know and see

In my last breath I scream one last time!
I just wanted you to love me!
Is that a crime!?

My last breath has ended
And my life is gone

And those pills I thought to be so kind
Had slowly but truly destroyed my mind

If you’d at least pretended you loved me
Or even pretended you cared
I might still be here

Living life to the fullest like all girls should
Loving the things that young girls would
And I say these last lines with a heavy heart!
If only I could have figured this out
Before slowly falling apart!

 
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