Searching for God and i dont know how,
The lord is all around and yet i cant see him,
I pray and i cant hear,
But somehow,
I feel his prescence in this very place,
Watching and protecting even a sinner like me,
who cant let go of selfish pride,
I had faith and yet, when she left i thought i lost it all,
Happiness, Hope, Desire,
Disillusioned by my own inequities,
and an inability to leave all of this in the hands of the one that made me,
But as I live through each and everyday
I see that i was wrong to loose faith,
because he never lost hope for me,
And he was there even when i refused to believe that i wasnt alone.....
 
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