The world blurs
The colors mix
Everything goes out of focus
I’m waiting for it to happen
I’m waiting for my world to end

It spins
It twists
Everything goes upside down

No sound comes
No words form

I can’t control anything anymore

It’s dimming
It’s darkening
There’s nothing to look forward to

I’m falling now
There’s no one to catch me
I’m entering the shadows
I’m entering the dark

I’m surrounded by cold hard black
It reflects my soul
There are flecks of white
That tell me I’m still here
But so few

I’m in the dark
Looking for a way out

I regret my choice
I regret my life
I regret it all

Sitting here on my death row
Filled with nothing but sorrow
Hoping for a brighter tomorrow

It’ll never come
So someone help me out

I need my tunnel of light, my way out
I don’t want to waste my life
Some stupid statistic for people to see
A tiny part in people’s memory
They won’t remember
That’s just how it works

I’m in the dark
My very own dark
My own created hell
A dark abyss
A chaotic mess

I prayed for it all to end
My life
My world

But her I am getting my wish
In the dark
Telling you all I need your help
Screaming to be let out

 
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