What do I do?
About the various things I could ask that question for.
I'll take the answers one at a time now, God.

I don't always get what I want.
All I want right now is to know what to do?
If the answer would fall down at my feet it would be GREAT.
Nobody can answer it but me though.

Maybe, just maybe it's time to do what I thought I could never do.
Maybe, that way is really what's best.
I could think of a few good things about it.
But the one bad thing outweighs ALL of the good things.

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
In other words I have no way out.
Either way I'm fucked.
I'm too damn nice.

Somebody save me.
I need somebody to be my pillow, my soft landing.
I need a way out every now and then too.
I can't be the tough one all the time.
I break down too ya know.
I can't help it.
I'm only human.
I need somebody to look up to too.
What I really need right now is a savior.
Not just the Lord.
I need somebody to be there for me and save me from it all.
I need you to do that for me.
Just like I do for you.

I need it now more than ever.
I need you now more than ever.
If you save me right here and right now,
Can we keep it that way?
Where you'll be able to always do that when I need you to?
You know I'll do it for you, as I have always already done.

I can't do what was considered a "maybe."
That's too drastic for me.
So, I'll give you another chance.
I think you earned it.
I'm sorry too.
So, just save me now and any other time from now on.
And I'll ALWAYS continue to do the same.
No matter what.
 
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