As I sit here in my room
All I can think about is you,
I turn my radio on
And I hear your favorite song.
I turn the TV on
And someone else is gone.

I sit here in silence
And the memories come back,
I think more and more of you.
Why does it feel like I’m locked up or trapped?
Nowhere to go and nothing to do,
But what I’ll always do is reminisce about you.

As I breathe harder and harder,
I start to sweat.
I fell the pain,
The impact of life being taking from your body.

I can see you lying there,
And me unable to help.
I see you slowly going away,
Then I see our family
All so scared
As they tell us
Your almost dead.

I felt a big pounding and throbbing inside my chest.
I wanted to scream, but nobody could hear me.
As I see all the loved ones looking at your body,
Lying there so cold,
Then we say “just do it, pull the plug.”

And that they did,
And now you're gone.
We miss you so much.

I start to feel a bit sad.
Realizing it’s real and wishing I was asleep.
It’s still one of the worst things that has ever happened
And now I know that it wasn’t a dream but a nightmare.

It saddens me to think of you as nothing more
Than a person who has passed,
But I know it won't be long
Until I reach you at last.

The family is still missing all of the sincere love you brought
But forever we will not be apart
Knowing that in this world, we’ll never see you again
Praying to God asking about you over and over again
To see the smile once more on my great-grandmother’s face
I pray…..AMEN.
 
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