I once knew a girl,
Such a loving and caring soul she was.
Helped a lot of people and always seemed to put them first,
Even if it was a stranger if they seemed to be in need.
She didnt ask for much,
But it seemed that what she did ask,
It was too much for some people to handle.
She went every day with a smile on her face and joy all around her.
People always seemed to enjoy her company and she always seemed to bring
smiles to everyones faces around her.
She brought joy to peoples lives and saved a few without knowledge of ever
doing so.
Just being herself made people think twice about how they were and what they
live for.
She made it a goal to make people think and work hard for themselves.
She helped many to be independent and get through hard times.
A lot would say she gave the best advice and was very understanding.
She could very easily put herself in other peoples shoes,
And she also told it how it is.
She was an honest person and gave respect until she didnt receive it back.
She wasnt just an ordinary female,
Not just an ordinary teenager,
She was young, smart, well known and loved, beautiful, independent, wise,
mature for her age and much, much more.
Sometimes she wasnt even aware of the effect she really did have on many
people,
And how shes touched their lives.
She went every day with that fake smile on her face and no one could even
see past it,
Accept for those who knew her the best and really paid attention.
Not everyone knew that she does have thoughts of her own as to why she is
still here.
As to why she is here to begin with,
We all have doubts and so does she.
She gave wonderful advice and helped many people but just couldnt seem to
take her own.
She had thoughts of suicide and was depressed but she hid it like any good
actress would.
She harmed herself but not let it be known.
Sometimes she would feel the pressure of knowing shes stronger than this but
cant seem to overcome the feeling that shes really feeling within.
She would hurt herself and put herself down worse than anyone else ever
could.
She tried to love but even that kicked her ass.
Until one day she couldnt take it anymore and her life got cut short.
The next day people were all full of mixed thoughts and emotions,
Wondering why would this happen to someone like her,
Why did this have to happen to her and why now,
God please answer us WHY NOW & WHY HER?!
This tragic death effected many peoples lives in many different ways.
But it also made people think and they finally understood what she was all
about all along,
They wished they wouldve seen it before so that maybe the outcome would be
different.
Its too late now shes gone and isnt coming back.
So the moral of this is no matter what the outside looks like you always
have to look deeper and look within,
It could very possibly save a life.
 
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