No innocence left
No bad deed undone
No morals exist

The cutting
The drugs
The alcohol
The experience
The abuse
She knows where shes going

So young
Yet
So many regrets

All the pain
Lying
Cheating
Fake love
Secret hate
Mental
Physical
Abuse
How does she manage to live with herself

Unbearable
The thought of living with all that
Yet she does
Somehow

She screams out in her sleep
So many nightmares
Wakes up crying
Unshed tears
Holding her arm
Remembering all the blood
So many fears
The dark of night scares her
Horrible memories
So many bad thoughts
Cloud her judgment

She wants to stay the same
Never change
Be as innocent as I can remain
Please no one make me change

 
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