Sometimes I sit and wonder
Why I’ve made the decisions I have
I think of whether they were right
And I try not to doubt what I’ve done

I think of the consequences of each one
I think of the paths
Each has led me down
And I wonder if this one was wrong

My decision to stop trying
To find someone better than you
To settle with what I have
And to convince myself
That this love we have is true

I’m slowly realizing
That this was a bad decision
We are and have been falling out of love
And we’ve struggled the whole way
Always with a push or shove

This decision for me now
Is the most difficult of all
To say goodbye to the one I’m in love with
But I know if I don’t
Then Ill be the one who will simply fall

Before I would have begged you
Or maybe even pleaded
To persuade me to change my mind
To convince me things would change

Before I would have thought I was wrong
I would have ran after you
And held on so tight
That I wouldn’t have wanted to let go

But that was all before
That was before I started to wonder
And before I started to think about the decisions I’ve made
Before I realized that those that I’ve made…were wrong


 
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