I see the full moon,
as im staring out my locked window,
I hold my hand up against the glass,
and pray that someone could help me,
I stay locked up in his room tell he comes home,
I don’t eat,
and im all alone,
I never see the light,
until I look out the window,
other than that,
my escapism can not go through,
when he comes home,
he unlocks his bedroom door,
he throws me down onto the floor,
he told me the next time I look out the window,
will be my last,
and I got scared,
but tried to relax,
he grabbed, me,
with such force,
and throws me on the bed,
tells me to lay there,
while he gets undressed,
he goes and takes a shower,
and hand cuffs me to the poll,
so I don’t try to escape his evil ways,
I went under his dresser drawer,
and got the keys,
after being with him this long,
did he think I didn’t see,
I hurried up and unlocked my wrists,
I felt the warm mist,
as I slowly crept by,
went into the first drawer in his dresser near by,
I pulled out the gun,
and looked in the shell case,
it was empty,
so I loaded the gun,
that he had waiting for me,
I went and hid behind the closet door,
he came out in a towel and started yelling really load,
he through on some boxers and started searching for me,
but I was hidden were I thought he wouldn’t see,
but sure enough,
he saw my feet,
he slammed the door shut,
and locked it from the outside,
I could hear him searching for the gun he had for me,
and then he started yelling at me,
he opened the door,
and said,
“baby please, I never meant to hurt you,”
and , “look what I gave you,”
I had the gun pointed straight at him,
had the safety off,
and was ready to shot it,
when the next thing you know,
he had another surprise waiting,
he knocked the gun from me,
as I pulled the trigger,
and screamed,
it hit the floor,
but missed him,
he got angry,
grabbed the gun and pointed it at me,
he pulled the trigger,
and watched me,
I didn’t move an inch,
he should have checked for bullets,
he dropped the gun,
and started coming at me,
I was looking around the room,
for something,
I picked up the lamp,
and hit him over the head,
it didn’t faze him at all,
but made his head bleed,
I started screaming and trying to open the door,
the door was locked,
I knew I was dead as he said I would be,
but I wouldn’t give in with out a fight,
so I reached into his pocket and pulled out his pocket knife,
I started cutting him,
tell he grabbed my hand,
kicked me in the stomach,
and I fell to the floor,
he took the knife and stabbed once or twice,
I was in pain,
but to him he always enjoyed his game,
he grabbed me and threw me on the bed,
he started hitting me,
and I felt as if almost dead,
I was about to give in at his very last swing,
until I heard the phone ring,
I jumped onto the other side of the bad,
tried to look around for the keys,
before I was dead,
he answered the phone,
and pointed the knife at me,
said,
“if you scream, I ‘ll cut off your knees,”
so I stayed quite while he was on the phone,
and noticed the keys to the bedroom door,
but they were right next to him,
right by his feet,
so I new I would have to get him down,
at least to his knees,
so I ran to the bathroom door,
he tried to run after me,
but he was still on the phone,
I locked it,
and started searching the drawers,
then I came upon some rubbing alcohol,
he got off the phone,
and started banging on the bathroom door,
I opened it up,
and then opened the door,
stepped away,
as he came threw he was pissed,
and his eyes where dark blue,
he tried to swing at me,
and cut me but missed,
I through the bottle upon his face,
just were I wanted to get him,
right in his eyes,
he was down on his knees,
and dropped the knife,
so I picked up the knife and got my revenge,
for all the years I had to deal with this,
I stabbed him in the back of his knee cap,
and then in his back,
he was on the floor,
and I went out,
grabbed my purse,
his wallet,
the car keys,
and the room keys,
and just as I thought I was finally safe,
as I opened the front door to escape,
he grabbed the gun,
and ran out to the front door,
shot me and then he fell to the floor,
he only shot me in my shoulder,
and my arm grew weak,
I opened the door,
got into the car,
started it up,
and drove away,
I was on the highway,
and I looked up,
I saw the full moon,
and agreed that,
that was enough
 
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