It comes again, with no warning.
You know it's time, time, and time again.
You feel its grip tighten around your soul or whats left of it.
With every step you take you feel it, sinking deeper and deeper in you.
Filling you up with concrete not letting you feel the emotions you should
be.
Your feeling so full, like nothing could ever get in you again.
It fills your body and makes it way up to your head, your brain, your mind.
Taking control of your every thought and movement.
Emptying your will to live.
Your will to stop yourself from hurting everybody you ever loved or loved
you.
There is no stopping it now.
It's home and will not move out.
Your sinking deeper and deeper into denial.
Your denying your faith, your faith is in nothing now.
Faith has never helped you be for either has hope.
It's all fading away now.
The color of your life is fading to gray.
Your growing back to the numbing pain of your life; as you now know it.
 
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