I am just a girl, but different in many ways
I am trying to forget my past, but my future's in a haze
I am the product of my own self-abuse
I am in a battle with life that surely I will lose
I am the creator of the feeling they call hate
I am still a kid, already deciding my fate
I am harassed daily by the thought of living life
I am often very close to ending it with a knife
I am a listless pagan, fighting for a cause
I am following myself, and I'm sick of all your laws
I am falling in a hole of depression and I'll never get back out
I am afraid of everything; I've always been in doubt
I am forgetting my values, forgetting where I'm from
I am too used to the feeling of cutting myself til I'm numb
I am apologizing to everyone that I know
I am telling them that I can't stay; I really need to go
I am about to take these pills as a last resort
I am taking them all, drugs of any sort
I am leaving this world, I've been here long enough
I am going at last, before it gets too rough
I am truly sorry, though it doesn't seem that way
I am gone now, I lived my one last day
I am invisible now, I see my family
I am yelling to them, but they don't hear me
I am realizing I'm not there anymore
I am not in pain at all, I don't feel the least bit sore
I am sad now, I see my mom crying over me
I am regreting what I did as my dad bends down on his knee
I am crying, they know that I am dead
I am wondering just what was in my head
I am turning away, I can't bear it anymore
I am feeling more pain inside now than I ever have before
I am realizing that I was stupid, thinking I was in pain
I am crazy, I must have gone insane
I am in more pain now than I was alive
I am seeing my parents one last time, their faces are so deprived
I am saying good-bye one last time before you're with me
I am never going to forget my fatal misery
 
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