This pain is almost unbearable
I just can’t help but think
Why did this have to happen?
Why did it happen to her?

She was such a wonderful person
She made my heart feel good
She healed some of my wounds
My fears, my pains and part of my soul

I don’t know what to think
I don’t know what to say
No one knows about this yet
To them it’s just another day

But to me it’s not
This makes me hurt so bad
All I want is for her to be back
So I can take her pain away

We were so close
We were like sisters
And yet I never knew
The awful pain she had inside
Or what it would cause her to do

She wants a simple funeral
And she doesn’t want me there
She only wants my words
To maybe heal her soul

She doesn’t want me to feel all that pain
Or for me to see her family grieve
All she wants is a simple eulogy
And she wants it written by me

I don’t know what to write
But I’ll find something to say
It’s what she said she wanted
It’s the least that I can do

I plan to say I loved her
And how she was in life
I plan let my tears fall
As I write those words for her
 
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