Rooms within rooms within rooms.
Never ending, always there.
Hiding from whom, no one?
Every one?
Head hurts, don't know why, just does.
Twists and turns, dead ends all around
Just let me sleep, leave me alone.
Let me die right here
In this bed.
Drugs, just make confusion, take this,
take that, it will make you better
You'll be your old self in no time.
But what is my old self?
Too long ago to know what it was.
Everything, everyone effectided.
Where I'm from, no one cares,
Here today, gone tomorrow.
Maybe a candle for a day or two,
A flower on the grave for a day or two.
Then all forgotten,
Faded away from memory.
Out of sight out of mind.
"Remember that girl,who used to live there"
"What was her name? Didn't she die
or move or something like that?"
Pages from my life, left to be forgotten,
But they're all ripped to shreds now.
We walk and talk and go to work
I live in my world
A world no one knows about.
A world of depression, too confusing
Deep down depression, down in the soul.
Don't want no one to see, put a smile on,
Go on with your life, you're just crazy.
Blank faces, nameless people.
Doing what they normally do,
Survive to live another day.

 
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