I'm spiraling down wards again
And then floating on top
My mind cannot decide on which emotion it will stop.
I'll come to a high
Then a sudden drop
Here I go again
On this never ending path
Twists and turns
Dead ends and sudden stops
And all the way through you hear its gurns
The devil within
It cries to be let out
It burns your heart and theres nothing you can do
For this devil is something that affects very few
It buried itself in your soul and from there it grew
Bigger and bigger it got
Feeding on your last hopes
And snacking on every fantasy
It's hard to get up the mornings
For it's another tragedy
No one quite understands
That this devil only you can see
This illusion of that which cannot be free
Faking a smile is harder than it seems
When all you have left is shattered dreams
But oh here it is again
This nauseating feeling
Now I don't feel so grim
The devils asleep
And now I must creep
Thump
Oh no
Not again
Here's this emptiness I feel
Time after time
I'm getting tired of feeling nothing
As all the thoughts in my head he's been muffling
Replacing with his own
I'm sorry that I moan
But its getting unbearable
Bit by bit I'm being dragged down his dark steps
In to the river of blood
The stuff in which my mind is flood
And to think all this could be gone with one little pill
I can't do that though I'd rather be ill
I'm accustomed to him
Now that he lives within
I can't destroy a part of my soul
Then I'll never feel completely whole..
 
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