You wake up wondering,
Will this be the day?
The day I am free,
Free of the pain.

Can it really hurt this much,
Can it really last this long?
Will it just go away
Or will the pain just be prolonged.

Why can’t I be happy?
Everyone says I have nothing to fear
But what do they know
I’m barely just here.

I fight with myself
Saying everything is ok
Tomorrow will be better
It’s a brand new day.

But tomorrow is yesterday
And that seems to continue
I never find peace and I
Just sit at my window

I watch as life seems to be passing me by
Wondering if I will ever pick up the stride
Or just sit back, cry and standby.
Wishing and hoping I could be happy inside.

One day it will come
I know this to be true
I just hope that one day
Won’t be too late for me and for you.

 
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