Sometimes I ask myself questions,
Questions that I am afraid to answer.

I ask myself if I am ready for what is about to come.
If we can get through all of this,
Whether or not our relationship is going to last.
How can we do all that needs to be done?
Will I be the mommy that I want to be,
And will you be the daddy you want to be?
How do we do this?
I'm so scared.
I feel like things between us are falling apart.
You used to look at me with a smile on your face,
Always wanting to hold me for just a few seconds longer.

We were able to talk to each other without a problem no matter what.
How did everything change so fast over so little time?
I know I cant blame you for all these changes,
Its has to do with me too.

There's been a lot of stress and confusion lately,
Over things that make no sense,
And things that just need to be worked out.

We need all this struggling to end.
All I want is for us to be happy together.
For you to make me feel the way I used to,
And for you to smile at me with that unconditional love in your eyes
That made me fall so deeply in love with you,
While wrapped up in your arms.

We need to do so much in so little time
And it's stressful on both of us.
But our baby needs us.
He depends on us for love and happiness.
Can we do this for us and for our precious baby boy?

We need to be stronger than we've ever been before.
I need you baby.
I love you.


DeAnna Trecartin
November 21, 2006






 
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