You say all the time that I don’t try.
And I think you never look in my eyes.
If you did you would see that’s lies.
And your heart itself would be surprise.
My eyes see what could have been.
If we would of became more than friends.
I see I should have taken the chance it would have been worth it.
Together we could have been something perfect.
I could have had you still, but trust was an issue.
Now I cry at night from rumors, and because I miss you.
I should have loved you then, instead I love you now.
You could have been my wife; you should have had my child.
See I never gave up, but I should have tried harder.
I should have listened to myself instead of my friends and father.
But what I want I can’t have so instead I have nothing.
But thoughts of what should of, could of, would have been, but instead it
wasn’t.


 
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