Parts of me rip in all directions.
Why did we have that stupid fight?
For the life of me why didn’t I call?
Now with you gone how will I sleep at night?
With all that has scarred me,
I fall apart; will my fate be the same
Let the evil in and surround me
and I just scream your sweet name.

You came into my life like a flash,
We were fast friends, we got close.
Talkin’ it up, 3 hours at a time,
You told me it and I froze.
I understand why you’d like him,
I’ve know to you he’d always be true.
And now I hang on the whim of a prayer
You I for my best friend and I fell for you.

I can’t believe that I still feel this way,
After all that we’ve been through.
This is not what I wanted but,
This is what I get for not being true.
And after every thing that I might try,
I see you and how it makes me sting.
As I walk now without you next to me.
I want you to know just one thing.

I take the good with the bad,
Smile with the sad,
Always forgave, Love what I got
Learned from my mistakes, and never forgot,
People change, things go wrong,
I just remembered...Life Goes On.

Every night what do I do?
In my bed I think of you.
I cry myself to sleep at night.
Then wake up and see the light.
You don't love me that is what I hear.
So I lay in bed with a face full of tears.
Loving you is so easy to do.
So why can't you just love me too?

Life goes on as sure as it ends someday,
I fall into a pattern, it hurts. You see,
I hear what you say about him
In my heart I wish it was me.
My head tells me to let you be happy,
no matter even if its with someone new.
Your life will go on without me,
I feel as though my life will not go on without you.


 
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