I’m sorry if I hurt her,
I must confess,
If it wasn’t for me,
I wouldn’t be in this mess.

All this time,
I’ve been a pest,
Come to think of it,
It was all just a test.

I wish I knew all along,
So that it could change,
But no matter how close I got,
She was out of range.

Why didn’t she give up,
And give me her heart,
It would have helped us both,
But she kept looking for a new start.

She doesn’t understand,
That my love was most true,
She kept on walking,
Looking for something new.

But now it’s too late,
I’m here all alone,
Wishing I could go back,
Before my chance was blown.

I wish she had waited,
Before climbing up that tree,
Because she was just scared,
And just wanted to be free.

If we hadn’t dated,
Then now she wouldn’t be dead,
Then I wouldn’t have been there,
And she’d be sleeping in her bed.

As I seen her jump,
I knew she was going to die,
My soul died along with her,
As I knelt there to cry.

I visited her grave,
Now for many years,
And as I kneel there,
I burst into tears.

It was my fault that she died,
Because I didn’t stay,
And when she ran out that door,
I knew I was going to pay.

Worst of all,
Just before her death,
She took a moment,
To mutter curses under her breath.

I wanted to die,
As she fell before my feet,
But when I’m long and gone,
In heaven, again we’ll meet.

 
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