A scream.
That’s always screaming.
A heart that never beats.
A nightmare that never ends
I can’t seem to grasp reality,
For reality is far.
The pretend is grasping me.
Choking me.

I wish to awake
Impossible it seems.
From these experiences
I have known.
I will be trapped forever in this sadness.
Please, Do not let it be so.

Please awake, Please revive.
Why the hell did I close my eyes.
In the first place.
I knew it was wrong.
And aware of what would come.
And yet, foolishness led me to this place once again.

This nightmare that never ceases.
It is a figment of my life.
It shows where I have been.
And the wrongs I have committed.
It shows me my weakness.
And the things I have to lose.
It shows me what could happen in life.
And reminds me that life is cruel.

The lesson.
That this nightmare teaches.
Is that nothing.
Nothing.
Is impossible for long.





 
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