Things aren't funny anymore
Growing up and learning
Becoming a someone has never dawned on me before
I laugh only because of insecurity
My foot is not on the ground
Stable as it may seem
I'm a nervous wreck breaking into the scene
Hear me out Loud and clear
I don't want to try any longer
I need this to be over with
I've given my sincerest concerns
And got nothing back in return
Is this fair
Why is life stabbing me in the back
The more determined the harder I crash
You, throw me off the balcony
So I can go head on with this world
My collision to prove to you
I am falling
Still deciding
Escaping myself, letting go
Or choosing something to grab hold
Deep in thought lies a solution
To bring closure to my state
I will S A V E my ongoing pain of a day.
 
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