The promise to herself was broken.
Thus, she did something regretful.
Without any knowledge,
Realizing when it was too late...
Apologizing over and over,
It never stuck.
The "sorries" wouldn't fix this,
Oh no.
Feeling as if she could cry,
but the tears would not come.
She wouldn't be able to find her release this time.
Her dear loved one was hurt.
Even thought he wouldn't admit it was her fault...
In her heart, she knew it was.
The one thing she feared and hated the most...
Ever so slowly she was becoming what she loathed.
Would anyone be able to help her this time?
No, no... they can't.
She'll only refuse the help, afraid she'll hurt someone else.
Her heart breaking,
Her mind clouded,
Her eyes sad and lost within the depths of her deadly thoughts.
The girl's worst and greatest fear was becoming true...
Soon to drown within her own tears.
 
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