I decided to la on my sheetless bed
and blindly stare into the mattress.
as i look around the room
i see several objects and seem
to wish that they weren't there.
it is an odd feeling.
almost as if i want to be in a completely white room
...though...i don't want it...
i don't want anything at all.
seems sad when you think about it.
It's sunny outside and i can hear
the loud hum of a lawn mower.
but the blind is pulled and the window shut...
i recently returned from the basement
where my mother was flipping out
about every little thing (such as the laundry).
seems like the best thing to do
is not to do anything at all;
not to want anything.
to lay on a sheetless mattress
and listen to the lawn mower;
enjoying a lazy Sunday.
 
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