So much passion, it's all focused on us
Was a crush, now we're way passed lust
He loves me, an I love him
The music's on, the light's are dim
Eyes are open, I love that face
Close them, I'm in another place
I'm right where I don't want to be
Where the girl he's kissing isn't me
I don't want to be there, I try to escape
Open up, I see his face
"What's wrong baby, you seem upset"
"I'm not, I'm fine, don't stop yet"
It's stuck in my head like a catchy song
Hurts so bad, feels so wrong
Not the time to think about this
Turn off my mind, get lost in his kiss
Still want to face it but the truth is the truth
I need to erase this without erasing you
I may seem fine to the naked eye
Too in love to leave,too drained to cry
Don't tell me anymore, I know enough
I may act tough, but this is so rough
PLease stop talking, I don't want to hear it
My mind is overwhelmed and I can't clear it
I try to forget it, I know he regrets it
They all think they know but NOBODY gets it
Just found out but it was months ago
Still soaking in what I finally know
The pictures stick around to tease me
Get over it? NOT SO EASY
I should just deal, it's been two seasons
Can't let go, don't know the reasons
I have nightmares, never dreams
I breakdown instad of scream
Just admit it! Don't deny!
Almost wish they continued to lie
I asked for it, put them on trial
Getting tired of deoted denial
I knew the answers, set them free
Yet somehow it was a surprise to me
I knew the truth about the past
Yet somehow it was hard to grasp
I knew the story, knew it all
Still it hit me like a brick wall
 
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