Please, let all of this be a nightmare.
It can't be true.
It's not real,
I'm just dreaming.
But, if I am dreaming...
How can it feel so realistic? So true?

Please, just tell me I'm insane.
I'm making it all up.
I was only lying.
Yet, the scars how through so clearly.
What is happening to me? Why does it feel like this?

Please, say that it'll all disappear.
No longer to show in light nor dark.
I'll wake up and this won't be going on.
One day, it will only be a reoccurring memory.
Please... save me from drowning in those memories.

This 'nightmare' is all real.
I've been awake this whole time.
Sitting through the loveless atmosphere for hours on end,
Blinded by reappearing tears because I know...
I know there is nothing I can do.
Please, please... someone make this living nightmare end.
Protect me, wipe away my tears until I recover.
Bring me to your heaven, leaving my hell behind...
 
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