Can't stop shaking, the silence violently breaking
"I'm going to die, help me, I'm going to die."
Can't stop looking into nothing out my window
I swear there's something out my window
It's all an illusion, but theres still all this confusion
Is it over yet? It's getting hard to breathe
Stop all the bullshit, denial and disregard
And just tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Another night awaits another unexpected episode
This fear, all I know and all I'll ever have
Something out of my control, numbing my soul
It's hard to tell the difference between real life and dreams
When reality is something you've never been able to grasp
The indistinct voices, I'm not even sure they're really there
Another night of this and I go sleep deprived
But yet, still no one seems to care

The sun sets and I'm left betrayed by the light
Laying silently, dreading what is to possibly come next
Pessimistically thinking, I wake up in a dream
When morning arrives I'll be there after you
Still recovering from the attack of the night before.
 
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