It’s times like today,
That have me doubt it all.
I know you hate it,
Hate it when I doubt us.
...It’s not that I doubt us though...
I am afraid,
but not of you.
I fear,
When I see it in your eyes,
...The disappointment,
The thoughts running around in your head,
all of which are unknown to me...
That I might lose it all.
The thought alone is so unbearable.
It’s taboo.
An impossible image...
You not by my side...
My greatest fear,
My one true weakness...
One wrong step,
And my everything is gone.
Like dust,
It just drifts away,
Lost forever in my memory.
As if it were all a dream,
A hope I once had,
And vaguely,
After time has passed,
And had me heal my wounds,
And had me cry to the point of being numb,
I will remember...
I once laughed,
And hoped,
And dreamed for so much with you.
I’ll remember your smile,
And your laugh,
And those feelings might come back...
But it will hurt.
Hurt worse than death...
I will clench my chest,
As my heart begins to unpeel
from its glue and duct tape.
...I fear for so much...
I fear I will forget...
Forget your face,
If I ever lost you.
But most of all...
Besides the thought of losing you...
I fear that you would forget me.




 
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