By The Way, It's a Song.

Do you feel safe and protected when you nuzzle into my arms?
I got protection from rejection and protection from their harm
Do you think of me when you're in his bed?
Am I in your head? All the words I've said?
Do my songs get stuck in your brain cavaties?
Have you had enough of me? Can you get sick of me?
Do you get butterflies when I whisper in your ear?
Is it all you want to hear? Do I make the haze clear?
Or do I just fog it up more so you don't know where to go?
Make the good in me go so it's easier to say no
Because for some reason or another it just won't work
Something's off, something's wrong, something has to hurt
So hide that smile only I see behind your boy friend
That's cool, I can live in a fake world again
But when ever you need a hit of reality
I'll be there so you can take a hit with me
I could cuddle you for hours
And be your protection from rejection
Not that you need it
You're a clear reflection of perfection
My best friend, the shining glimpse of hope
The slippery slope on my road to cope
The other half of every thing I could ever be
I guess that without you, there'd really be no me
The drunken lover, I'd choose no other
Let alone put any being ever above her
She's the net when I fall and always my first call
A best friend that deserves to ride on the pedastal
What do you say to the girl whose heard it all?
That's alot of baggage to mount on a pedastal
I can't promise you haven't heard it all before
All I can promise is my words mean something more
Face it, you aint impervious to my magic
You may never admit it, but you know you want to have it
Nothing's that simple, nothing that's easy
You don't have to believe me, but I know that you need me
Every day, every minute, every second, every hour
You want to be sprinkled with love, well I'll give you a shower
I'm gifted, I'm cursed, how can this get worse?
I'm nothing, I'm noone, you know you put me first
Just like I do, I'd do it all for you
Youre all the stress I'm willing to go through
I'm a mess, baby you have no clue
Every lyric, every line, every word is true
Every day, spend all my time, watchin out for you
I'd cry for you, die for you, I'd even fly high for you
Put down your glass, don't drink no more
These butterflies are insecure, gotta see if they're really sure
Kiss him, go ahead, I'm used to jealousy
I promise I love you too much to let it get the best of me
My sober mind can control the tides
But put in some narcotics and they break and I ride
Body surfin, skinnin my knees on sand
You can't love your best friend, make it clear, understand
It's a fucked up situation
Puttin my heart on probation
Trying to deal with the confusion that I am facing
All I know is that I'd never let you go
You'll be in all my songs, you'll be at every show
My best friend, my hero, my better half
My smiles, my heart throb, the reason I can laugh
I forgot a spine, can you lend yours to me?
In return I'll try to show you everything you can be
The beauty, the brains, and everything in between
The lush, the lover, the heart break machine
You don't really need me, or my useless protection
But God knows I'll be here till the end, offering no rejection
Trust me, because you know you can
I'll never get you like him, but I'll outlast your man
I dream of you, I dream of us
I live for our trust, I breathe for your touch
I want to protect you from any fool who'd reject you
I want to touch you, love you, I want to respect you
I want to protect you from the fools wh don't know
I want to hold on and never let go
I want to protect you from any fool who'd reject you
I want to touch you, love you, I want to respect you
 
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