I'm sitting here thinking of you.
But all that does is throw pain at my soul
becuase we are apart.
So I try to do other things to take my mind off of you.

I turn on some music.
But in between the guitar riffs
and screams,
I hear whispers
Is that... your name?
No it can't be.
The next song comes on.
Slowly, the angry metal fades
into what seems to be some easy flowing love song.
The same kind of song I hear you sing
when you are getting ready in the morning
Or those sweet melodies you hum
as I stare into your smiling eyes.
I'm hearing things, I'm going crazy...

I turn on the television.
Flipping through the never ending list
of sights to clutch my interest.
I stop on a comedy
A vision of your smiling face soon follows
giggling and laughing so beautifully.
I try to change the channel
But, every channel brings a new face
with a new emotion.
All so perfect, so amazing, so flawless
The visions of you are extremely real.
I reach out for you
but only grab a big handful of reality.
Now I'm seeing things, I must be crazy...

Downhearted, I move to the kitchen
l open the cabinet in search for something
to get the bitter taste of desire out of my mouth.
I find plenty, but it all smells the same.
The fine smell of your freshly shampooed hair
fills my head with a longing for your presence.
Randomly I choose one of the snacks
hoping the taste will drown out my hunger.
But no, all I taste it your delicious lips.
Frantically I try a different morsel
This one imitates the sapidity of your succulent neck
Then, your soft back
succeeded only by your fragile hands.
There go two more senses, crazy...

Now, scared and frustrated,
I swing at the innocent wall
I feel a pressure around my wrist
Something stops me in mid-swing
The grip feels so gentle, yet so stern
It's you. I know it.
You are protecting me...
from myself...
I turn to see your petite hand around my wrist
but find only the cuff of my sleeve.
Again, I am decieved...

All of my senses misled
All of my sanity ripped from my mind
All of my emotion built up inside
I realize I don't want to get you off my mind
I realize I want to think about you constantly,
painfully apart or not.
I realize I truly am crazy...
Crazily in love with you.
 
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