Another Song

I was gifted I was blessed
I was gifted I was blessed
Take a break from the drama
Take a rest on my chest
I was gifted I was blessed
I was gifted I was blessed
I was gifted I was...

So tired of reminissing in the past
So sick of wishing yesterday could last
This year aint my year
Mine already went by
I know wishing won't work
But it's worth a try

I got this girl I talk with sometimes
We dated once or twice, those were simpler times
I was young, I was naive, yeah I let myself fall
Not thinking bout the consequences of giving her my all
She was prescious, I was blessed with the light of her love
She was there through depression, helped me rise above
She was there when Andy died, she was my first call
She was there through it all
Easy to let myself fall
She was a girl who really loved me
But she had to hurt me, life's not so easy
She was a girl who truly loved me
But she had to hurt me, love's not so easy

I got this beautiful girl who I love to hug
My proud juggalette, my little gothic thug
She was a poisonous girl in a poisonous world
Shimmering ivory skin and a few poisonous curls
She was mine, she was perfect, everything was right
Until I had to go and fuck it up one night
I'd give anything and everything to take back that mistake
I never meant to make you cry, make you shiver, make you shake
She was a girl who really loved me
I never meant to hurt you, life's not so easy
She was a girl who truly loved me
But she had to leave me, love's not so easy

I got this girl I that tend to think about alot
I had something with her noone else could top
She was a summer lover and a september bummer
Kept the beat of my life, now I'm looking for a drummer
She had a hold on my heart, a hold on my head
Brought back to life a heart which was dead
Kept me smiling for weeks at a time
Too bad that technically, she was never really mine
She put a new spin on falling too deep
Kept a grin on my face, even when I fell asleep
She lied for my protection...NO; she lied for her fear
She was so good at saying what I wanted to hear
She was a girl who really loved me
But she had to hurt me, love's not so easy
She was a girl who truly loved me
But she had to leave me, this shit never gets easy

Surrounded by chances that get stricken
Taken down by rejection and stupid decisions
Seen so much blood that I am sickened
My fists clench and I hear my jaw clickin
I never mean to break the promises I make
But I always get fucked in the risks that I take
Steppin too far or not steppin at all
Fallin too hard or not fallin at all
I've got wounds still open with noone to soothe it
I've been heart broken with scars to prove it
I can fall hard if you give me a nudge
But if you don't catch me, I'm bound to hold a grudge

There were some girls who really loved me
But they had to leave me, love's not so easy
There were some girls who I truly needed
When they left I begged, I protested, and I pleaded

It was a jump start of the heart in freshman year
What a beginning to my complicated love life career
It was a complex situation, quite a bumpy ride
I'll remember my first love the rest of my life

A chance at what could've been pure perfection
Sophmore year, three months to my recollection
She was everything I could ever ask for
Her music, her hips, even her scars I adore

Start grinding the gears my junior year
June started with a kiss, august ended with some tears
She was in my head, in my thoughts, buried in my mind
Took the tape and TORE IT UP so I couldn't press rewind

I was blessed to have girls that loved me
I tried to keep them around, it wasnt easy
I was blessed to have girls that loved me
Wouldn't trade that for all the gold you could give me

I was gifted I was blessed
I was gifted I was blessed
Take a break from the drama
Take a rest on my chest
I'll be here for you until the stars start to fall
If you ever need me, you have to make one call

I was gifted I was blessed
I was gifted I was blessed
They showed me some hard times and by far the best
Thank every goddess that smiled down on me
Thank you for the memories to the girls who loved me

I was gifted I was blessed(x3)
I am gifted I am blessed

Although you have to deal with my drunk dialin'
I'm really grateful for the days you had my smilin'
Although I tried to write you off as a regret
It's not that I remember, it's that I can't forget
Although you had me bleedin' in a hole of depression
I wouldn't take it back cause now I learned my lesson
Although you had me suicidally depressed
For our time together I know I'm gifted and I'm blessed

I am gifted I am blessed
I am gifted I am blessed
Take a break from the drama
Take a rest on my chest
I am gifted I am blessed
I am gifted I am blessed
They showed my some hard times and by far the best
Thank every goddess that smiled down on me
THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES TO THE GIRLS WHO LOVED ME
 
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