I hate you, Ervino, and I hope you know that.
Every time I think of what you did to me
I wish I could tear up your heart and break it into pieces,
just like you did with mine.
I wish I could fuck up your brain
just like you fucked up mine.

You messed me up,
and I don't think you regret it
You wouldn't even answer my calls if I were dying.

I hate you, Ervino, I really do.
I thought you were cool,
but what you turned out to be,
didn't impress me at all,
you were a monster,
and I was naive.

I hate you, Ervino, for everything you did
For talking to me, for listening to me,
for acting like you liked me,
for lying to me.

Ours started off as a one-night-stand,
but you were in my thoughts every night after that.
It took a while until I saw you again,
you acted so nice,
I thought I'd been right.

Perhaps I was just dumb,
you never answered the phone,
I should have known all along.

Nearly a year went by,
and there you were again,
we had some beer, I thought all was fine,
You talked to me all the time,
Maybe soon you'd be mine.
You said we should meet up some day,
see each other soon,
on that cold, rainy night,
lit only by the moon.

Guess it didn't work out, you never called,
and although I was never told,
I knew you were deliberately being cold.

I hate you, Ervino, cause you never liked me,
cause you messed me up and then threw me away.
It's been nearly a year since I last saw you,
remember that day?

You came over to play,
cards and the like, but the only thing you played that night
was my heart and my brain.
You said you'd call,
you promised you would,
you wanted to spend some time with me,
you said we should,
and I believed every single word.

I hate you, Ervino, cause the day after that,
you were fucking someone else,
leaving me in a state of mess.

You knew I was in town a few months ago,
everybody else that knew came,
everybody else seemed to care.

Maybe it's better this way,
cause now I know how to play,
and if I ever have the chance,
I'll get you back for what you've done,
cause a guy like you shall never do me wrong
 
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