Drag the knife across my skin,
Let all the pain seep out from within.
Allow another tear to fall,
hating you all.
Hating the day he took myself from me,
Hating you and that you let him free.
Hate him lying to all your faces,
saying he'd never taken me to that place.

I trusted you,
I thought I loved you..

We'd been there all alone,
so I asked to go home.
But instead he forced me to the ground,
raped me and left my violated body to be found.
The hatred that I have for him is still so strong,
and I'm only sorry that you'll never know you were wrong.

And now part of him is within me,
the life is growing where you can't see.
I hate this fucking baby,
another reminder of what he did to me.
I have been shamed,
and even though it's him who's wrong, I'm the one whos being
blamed.
I've been called a tease and a whore,
because it's now my fault and nothing will ever be as it was before.
This damage was cut too deep to fix,
so I'll just lay back and watch the blood and water mix.
He killed me secretly,
poisioned my body and stole my life and my family.

But now, no one will ever see
this sin that grows inside of me.
 
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