Why have i destroyed what was my life
by taking drugs whenever I liked?
Now here I sit, It seems I'm alone.
I took down the crew, That I onced loved,
by giving them all the same powdered drug!
I didn't want to deal! Just always got high!
If it wasn't for me, Lee would still be Lee!
Resistant to dope, But yet addicted to coke;
If it wasn't for me, Tom would still be a good guy!
But here as a Junkie, What was good must die!
I got nikki hooked and I love her the most!
What kinda man gives the one he loves dope?!
Kevin & Kiki I shot dope wit em both,
Even Myself and C-dowd blew bags of scag!
Joe G, I tricked him into blowing a bag
Now He'll do it! Just mention some Jag!
So what if he thinks its coke?
Its just a drug, its all a big joke!
So many pure people and I fed them pure poison
These right here are some reasons Im not a good person.
I'm the scumbag who gives dope to his girl!
I'm the jerk-off who introduced this addiction to you all!
Misery loves company its plain to see,
A single dope-head breeded atleast a dozen, So don't you agree?
Maybe this is an accomplishment? Only a Heroin Addicts reasoning!
Now with all that on my concious I gotta stay clean?
Maybe you can all see partly why I'm so mean,
Why I love Heroin and have so much trouble staying clean.
Sobriety brings up all the hurtful shit,
And I'm the kind of person who hides this shit!
I just wanna shoot up! So what if its only to forget!
I know its destruction and its killing me inside!
But dont you forget, Whats good has already died.
 
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