It's the lump in your throat,
The ache in your brain,
Everything driving you crazy,
To make you stay sane,
The nervous beating of your heart,
Thoughts on what to say,
Staring at the clock,
That ticks the day away,
Tick.Tick.Tick.
You're always trying to wait,
Seconds turn to minutes,
Hours turn to days,
Tick.Tick.Tick.
Waking and procrastinating,
Waiting for a brighter sun,
A more convienent time,
To get everything done,
Leaving you with only,
Moves you wish you made,
Things you wish you did,
Debts you wish you paid,
Crumbling up,
To the knob in your neck,
A second of peace,
A time to recollect,
Never realized you were falling,
Until your head hit the floor,
Didn't realize what you had,
Until you needed more,
No sense of direction,
Until you were off the map,
A deep hole of confusion,
Leaves you feeling trapped,
Everything almost came out right,
If it wouldve gotten out of your head,
A complete opposite meaning,
Than what was actually said,
A tangle of words,
In the bulge above your collar bone,
Words of love and understanding,
The things you should have shown,
Numbness fills your body,
Laughs and smiles seem so fake,
You might get up again if you weren't so afraid,
Of making another mistake.

 
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