See me like I saw you
didn't have a clue
you never really knew

There's nothing left to say
you're little games got in the way
I don't want to play
it didn't make you stay

And I won't be pushed aside
you don't want me when I cry

Standing up
being strong
you never knew
it's just all wrong

I once said that I loved you
thought of nothing above you
but you never gave a reply

Well it's time to decide
no more room to hide
your answer is always a lie

Oh whatever
you're whatever
I didn't mean it anyway

So what if I did
I'm just a kid
Wasn't enough for you to stay

I'm not taken
but I'm not single
somewhere caught up in the middle

I can never see things the same
I love you
it's a shame

I hate that you inspire me
I need your words
and you don't desire me

I need to be needed
I want to be known
when I thought I succeeded
you didn't call me your own

I still want to talk
maybe we can take a walk
no matter that we are no more

Our light is faded
I've lost all hope
I feel degraded
help me cope

Just be up front
tell me the truth
You can be blunt
just don't be rude

Keep how I feel in mind
Don't just push my life aside
I can't take it and I won't
you want to kiss me but please don't

If you don't feel like I do
then none of this was true
you won't just open up to me

you'll hold back
I won't react
it's not okay
it's not the same

You keep saying maybe
and calling me baby
Stop messing with my head

So much pressure
I can't do this
there's no forever
we've been through this

Someday things will change
wish I knew how
but there's no way

The future will be better
but how can you know
you say to never say never
you say that we will grow

But my hope is lost
I'm too far down
almost forgot
nearing the ground

I'm so afraid
of competition
Couldn't have stayed
with this repetition

So many guys who want to use
all the girls that they'll abuse

I've heard this so many times
Stupid girls and stupid guys
so much drama
so many lies

Not one that I can trust
trying to escape the same old dance
I'm too afraid of lust
I can't give love a chance
 
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