Please excuse me
I think I’m lost… can you help me?
I have grazed the many mysteries of my time
And regressed onto my willful destiny
And yet I still seem lost, indefinite
Untraced…can you help me?
I’ve asked a gentle man once already, he brought me to you
Have you come with an answer?
Or should distance myself from you
I’ve wondered many miles
And I’m still uncertain…about what I should do
I’ve come to you for some advice…yet your mouth
Holds clear, only vice
Please share your topical fantasies
Please exude your fictional pleasantries
I could offer you food and purposeful treasures
I’m a man of my word…you have my word.
Now that we have settled and agreed, can you please tell me, where it is
This place I seek
I fear I have fallen to deep and
Now envision a mountain to steep
Something impossible in my distance
Something of immeasurable length
With extraordinary dissonance
I am appalled by your behavior
Your disgusting face and
You’re antisocial layer
I hail on to you, that
You are nothing
Never been and will be something
Fuck you and your mother too
I never needed any direction
Oh ye…well you could go fuck yourself too…
And as for me
Ill be alright
Ill just keep fighting towards my undying light
Some one will tell me where to go, someone has to know
That gentle man I have once met, I have now forgotten
Starring at the sunrise, now for some reason running
Laughing, screaming, remembering the summer breeze, glistening
Now that I grown, I still keep on aging
Now that I’m here I still have to keep on moving
Please excuse me for my ignorance
I’m still grieving
I’m still trying to make sense of all the wrong choices that
Held on to me
Privileged, now passed as
They are paid back to me
I’ve never let someone better me
And I’m in no position to be priced
Why should I settle for less?
I am going to fight
Although I cannot seem to find my way
I’m going to walk towards the sun
And pray
Maybe someday I could find a nice gentleman
To help my find this place
So I could settle
And say grace.
Till then I’m picturing a long road ahead
And stillness in my movement
Shadows of my future steps
And eyes near my dream
Breathe….
Peace.
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