I don't know if I'm going to be okay
They say it gets better day by day
But how can it be when I always say your name
You were the biggest part of me but now it's not the same
I feel like you're dead
It's like you've disappeared
I want you out of my head
But then I remember all those years
Although you hurt me I can't help but care
Nobody understands this pain is hard to bare
If I could have one thing I wish that you were here
Then I remember you can't be
This is my greatest fear
I'd always thought I'd lose you
Just not this soon
But it's me or the drugs
There's no making room
I wish I could go back
Save you from all the pain
But my tears are falling faster
And harder then the rain
And I don't know how much more you can take from me
When you look in the mirror I hope you see
You break me down
I can't breathe without you around
You were the best part of me
I wonder if you care
Do you even see
Life just isn't fair
I'd give my life for free just to stop you now
Bring you down
But I care too much
I just wish you were gone
And I tried to do so much
But it all went wrong
So this is what I'll give
My final plea
I will keep my breath
And hope you're thinking of me
That is all I can want now
Because as it came to be
It's no longer us against the world
There's just you
Then there's me
 
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