I have brown hair and you have blond
Your always right and I'm always wrong
Your 5'7 and I'm 5'9
I feel dead and you feel alive
You don't care and I do
You say your alone and I consider us a pair of two
You get mad when I am glad
I am happy when you are sad
I pick a fight when things are going down
But you can't argue because you're never around
Can I even call you a friend
Well I don't hear you on the other end
Pick up the phone maybe more than twice a month
How can you say that you have any love
Especially for me
I guess I just can't see
You've blinded me again
I've been filled with your lies
But I feel dragged towards you
Like you are the tie that binds
I look at myself and I see you in my thoughts
I do have some dreams
Some good, some bad, and some in between
I thought you coming back would be my fix
But we will never again be those two little kids
The ones where you were gnarly and I was just me
We didn't have a care in the world
And we felt so free
Back when we were together back before that day
The day I told you that everything would change
You told me, actually promised you would always be here
But as the snow fell you were nowhere near
I haven't seen you in months
When exactly is the last time
But then again at least your not out committing a crime
Well by crime I mean shooting someone or something like that
I guess it's different if your just on crack
You ask how I believe everyone but you
Your boyfriend helped me out there so is he telling the truth
I wonder if you yelled at him or asked him why he lied
But I was reading one of your old poems today
It said you looked innocent but your not on the inside
There was also another about you being a fake
So which is it
Would there even be a heart to take
I do care that's why I am acting this way
I express emotions through poems and hide the words away
I wish I could tell you exactly how I felt
But when's the next time I'll hear from you
When all the snow will melt
It's starting to so maybe pretty soon
We could go out and party while looking up at the moon
I hope you get better if we don't speak
Because I care about you even if you don't care about me

 
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