It's been so long
Since I have thought of you
It's not that I don't miss you
I promise you I do

I'm sorry that I'm weak
I keep running away
I wish I was stronger
I wish in your arms I could lay

What I wouldn't give to get you back
I've been trying to forget
And over compensate for what I lack

I'm chasing the dragon
I'm chasing the high
I want that feeling
Of you being with I

It's been so long
Since I've seen your face
Or heard your voice
Or felt your embrace

Missing you
Is truly tearing me apart
I can handle guys
Trampling my heart

But I cannot face
What I gave up
I know it's my fault
But the series of mistakes
has brought my life to a halt

I wish I could undo
All that was done
Speak up for once
And be your only one

But that would be a dream
And I can't get you back
I can't find the hope
To get my life on track

With your death
A peace of me died
I don't know what to do
All I've learned
Is to run, forget and hide

I know that you're watching
Down from above
I just wish you were here
So I could once again feel your love
 
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