I should have seen it coming
All good things don't last
I had everything
Then lost it so fast
She was my best friend
We were always goofing around
Now I would give anything
To see her back in this town
I thought that I was sober
I thought that I could drive
Maybe it was her fate
But I feel like I'm the reason she's not alive
There's so many times I wish that she was here
But my actions took over the night I had too many beers
I didn't see the other car or have time to react
From there everything went black
When I awoke, I was laying the hospital bed
Barley able to talk I whispered my friend, they answered she's dead
When I recovered I felt like dying everyday
I saw her parents faces and what could I say
I'm lucky because they knew me my whole life
They knew it wasn't on purpose
That I could never try
I knew deep down they hated me and wanted something else to be the deed
But not death, I wish it would have been me
All my friends hated me
They told me I should have known
You're smarter than that and you're almost grown
They told me I should be in jail
And I should be the one whose dead
They didn't know but I agreed the same with them
I needed a way out
There's no way I will forget
I'm the reason my true best friend is dead
I wrote up a letter that had all my goodbyes
Explaining in my letter all the reasons why
I never meant to hurt her
I hurt myself along the way
I know you all put me with the blame
Yes I was drunk and I had way too much to drink
But you would hate her if this happened to me
But now I'll get to see her,
my one true best friend
I hope she can forgive me when it is my end
So here I go I'm sorry that she's not alive
This all wouldn't have happened if I remembered not to drink and drive
 
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