Where will I be in ten years
Will I grow to learn and conquer my fears
Will I graduate high school and earn my education
Will I be able to get out of bad situations
Will I drink and drive one of my friends
Thinking the car won't crash, but my friend is dead
I'll live with it and wish it was me
She didn't deserve to be lying beneath the dirt of a tree
Will I smoke Mary Jane
To make my pain fade
And wake up worse than I am
Someplace I don't know what could have happened
Will I watch a friend smoke and she ends up with cancer
Do something she says no, do nothing same answer
Will I find a guy
Who seems like Mr. Right
I invite him in, he holds me down
I'm crying but he does it to every girl he has found
Not like the others do I tell
Or sit around blaming myself
Do we end up in court
Does he get away
I screamed no but that's not what he would say
So do I just forget
And do I just forgive
Will I find a light that guides me to the truth
Or sit around the lies
Tell me what to do
I know it's all my decision
But I am trapped in my own prison
I ask you when I should know what I got
Will I or will I not?
 
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