I walk a lonely road without you
I feel like I might just die
You have taken everything I have ever had including yourself
I can't live a lie I'm dieing here without you
My mind no longer can comprehend reality
Dreams are better
Fantasy is my life
I am a dreamer and you are my very breath
You're everything I believed in
Everything that has ever mattered
You are around me
You are planet Earth
You're everywhere inside me
I wasted so much time just thinking about you
If you would come back everything would be alright
I just need to see you to let go of this pain
I think all my tears are dried up
I spilt them all crying over you
Days aren't as easy as they use to be
Every thing's so much harder
You are so cold
Why do you do this to me
Do you realize I can't even make a sound
Outside I might seem okay but on the inside a knife is twisting my heart and
slicing it into pieces
I remember the good days and I want so badly to go back
I've tried so hard but everything I do just fails
I am ready to face the truth
You are not coming back
But that doesn't change anything
I am still wishing you would come back to me
What's your life like now
Without me
Is it better
Would you want to change anything
I would change for you
I want you to stay
I would do anything
I'm getting so tired
I just want to see your face
I want to bring you home
Will you ever be a part of me again
Will you ever be inside
Would I let you back in
I think we both know the answer to that
YES
Because you were always the stronger one
You're always the one who can stand to stay away
I am weak and pathetic
I just want you back
I never want to let go
But this is just one of my many dreams
Reality sets in and you are no longer mine
You have died to the things you've done
I thought I could accept it but you are only a was
You will always be a was
A part of my past
The greatest part of my past
But I will always hope
Until that hope burns out I will be waiting
Forever waiting
For my past to return to the present
Which I know I will still be forever waiting for you
So I will just be here bleeding
Until the day
Forever



Not a poem just something interesting I wrote.....
 
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