Everything I've gone through,
everything in my life
has caused so much pain,
has caused so much strife.
My life is to the point
where all I can do is cry.
But when you ask me what's wrong,
all I can do is lie.
What am I suppose to do;
what am I suppose to say?
I've missed you so much,
wanting you more and more each day.
I know that my feelings for you
are so very true,
because people like you
are so very few.
You've told me before,
that you don't feel the same.
I wish that I could tell you
how much that causes me pain.
I respect how feel.
I need to learn how to heal.
I just pray for the day
that we finally meet,
and I pray that you feel
completely complete.
I just want you here,
I'm so sorry I feel this way,
I only need you here,
please just stay for one more day.
Maybe someday between us,
there will be so much more.
But please until then,
just don't shut the door.
I've been trying so hard
to make these feelings so away.
I'm lost now for words,
with nothing more I can say
 
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