I swallow my pride for you
Doing things I wouldn't ordinarily do
Your guilt dumped on me each day anew

I get on my knees for you
I beg forgiveness and try to please you
For what I wonder or really who

I let you spank me
mentally for trusting you completely
All the lies and bold deceit
Cut through me deeply

I bend over and spread
My trust out only to be bled
Like a lamb slaughtered and fed
to others while I'm wore out and half-dead

Screw me over harder
Laugh to your friends and play the martyr
The truth is so much harder
...to swallow.
 
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