I知 stuck here and all we can seem to talk about
is our own little demons of politics and tragic kicks
We致e hit a drought clinging to all of the intellect we can squeeze out
This lovely poison holding us transfixed as we wait for a quick fix
We smoke too many cigarettes and hold true to our passive roulettes
Enticed by this game of mental masturbation as we fall into an aberration
Not being able to explain fuels regrets as our hearts do pirouettes
Yet some how this is our humble salvation from the feelings of condemnation
We are trapped within a self-profiling prophecy drenching ourselves in
heresy
Because I had a mantic second where I loved you that I excused as manic
And now all I know is that this blasphemous route is the one I知 taking
Because it hurts so much less then the panic, no matter how volcanic
No matter if the worlds sees us as to be feared like Africanized bees
Because through this anxiety you created me with a loveless lust driven
society
I have a different type of kissing disease, a different thing to leave you
ill at ease
How can this be what a lady wants, death of piety. Right now I知 aiming for
a variety

Through any amount of beauty and talk of better days here I stand,
demimondaine
Eyes judge and jump over my existence I will use my impurity as insistence
I can not pluck myself from a debauching haze of nice boys I turn into quick
lays
I値l take this quiet path of least resistance and we can talk about
subsistence
And other mind melting conundrums and then, finally, we値l succumb
I値l lay my head down for a second falling into eyes that just beckon
We can try to keep mum and cling to the appearance of friends whatever may
come
I was worried since the first kiss; the first talk of politics and tragic
kicks
That your feelings might grow and now darling I know
That before I tear you apart we should stop, this is not for the faint of
heart

Note: I don't know if this should technically be called fractured love
or love since it is a bout a friend's with benefits situation. I guess
friendship works for now. If anyone thinks there is a better section for it
just say something.
 
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