In my life, commitments been irrelevant
As the relationships start they start endin it
Like I own a lonely heart and I stay reppin it
All the shit they spray I been steppin in
The ones I truly love never love me back
When push comes to shove I fall flat on my back
The need I secrete seems to be a one way street
Every girl I meet moves to a different beat
Our pace is off, ain't thinkin the same thoughts
Gettin ripped off, every word for sale I bought
Every girl who fell, with no hesitation I caught
Casuality in this war, my pride died when I fought
Cuz when her eyes ain't matchin, I'm doin all the catchin
The whole way down snappin the branches I tried snatchin
But it didn't slow my fall, not one of those incidents
Got crushed by them all as they played so innocent
But shit, who am I to talk? I rocked a world, too
My escue views gave a hand in killin the crew
I'm lost in waters blue, not knowing what to do
Drownin in this sorrow...kinda wish you were drowning too
I know I've fucked up bad, I know karma is a bitch
But it wasn't maliscious like I feel that all this is
He was the only one who loved to stare straight back
I was his heart attack, and he was my relax
Like a womb, in his room, I grew, I did bloom
My heart felt in tune. I'm tone def, I assume
My scattered mind couldn't read blinding the signs
Illiterate at times, couldn't make the song rhyme
But I tried, I swear it, I'll swear it to the grave
Wasn't sure how to behave in this crazy game we play
I was lost and insecure but I knew I loved you
I needed something more but couldn't live without you
A teenage mind can cause some fucked up binds
Play pause rewind, play pause rewind
A teen age mind can cause some fucked up binds
It chases the sun then cries for the grey skies
If I could do it all over, I'm not sure what I'd change
Lookin over my shoulder, we set a wicked stage
With the most wicked crew and a sick ass plot
The most ill ass props, plus your spot that we rocked
I've never shared a life with someone like I did ours
We spent weeks and days as opposed to days and hours
Your bed was my haven, and I gave it all of me
Left me in the sheets for you, so you'd remember me
I know I made a dent or two in the heart that lies in you
But I always tried to be true, didn't want to lie to you
My intentions not reflected when you seemed to get rejected
Expect the unexpected when I don't even get it
All I ever asked for, you could not provide
All I ever needed was you walking by my side
All I really wanted was for your honesty
Can't believe you broke everything you had promised me
I went on myspace to see every picture erased
MY whole place replaced by a backstabbing face

 
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