I watched days come, I watched days go.
there was a crying heart.
there was a quiet life.
I watched my eyes plead. I watched my eyes rain
they are like the sky
blue, clear as day
and as clouds settle in
there is hurt, there is pain
no raining in my heart
no rain falling from my eyes
there is no place I could go
there is no way I can cry.
and the clouds in the sky
make thunder
clapping their emotions
together
I can feel the panic urging me on
something wants out
I must stay strong
I can't fall apart
not alone
its not okay
to cry in front of anyone else
Its staying inside
It has nowhere to go
my pools of blue give me away
they can't keep a secret
when they touch another person's eyes.
its not safe to talk
to feel
to fill a person's ear
of what is going on in my world
Don't speak; my
inner law
will be broken
and if there is paper
before me
and a pen in my
hand
write away
write away
its the only place
where its
okay
hidden meanings
are still there
read between the lines
messages are everywhere
pain peeks its head out
from behind
the letters
this is where I can go
this is where it must stay
my voice
will be broken
if I try a different way
I watched poems be written. I watched poems be hidden.
there is a forgotten piece of my life.
there is stuffed feelings in my heart.
and I felt the sky close its eyes
black is all I see.
I can feel the clouds
cover my
heart.
there is no tears.
there is no pain.
I can feel the thunder
as panic makes my body tremble
I am strong
I am unbreakable.
Nothing can touch me.
I escaped.
I am gone.
its not okay to cry
its not okay to tell anyone what is going on.
my eyes may speak a different story
no words
just flashes of pain
but there is nothing wrong.
I am always okay.
 
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